just thinkin about alot of stuff.... i was telling my best friend Natalie, how it's so cool when God reasures ur right where u need to be... just in the lives of ur friends, the things u r doing, stuff like that. and last summer i had a breakdown on how i felt like i was going no where in life, i had some mixxed feelings about certain ppl and certain things in my life. I knew it might have been that i haven't given it all to God, it was hard cuz i tried so hard to give it to Him, i just wanted off my shoulders.... i tired so hard to let go on everything... but i still felt the same! i didn't know wut else to do! after a long chat and help from Nat I realized i had to fast, it was the only thing that i hadn't done.... then it was the only thing that felt right to do... so i fasted food for a whole week! it was the hardesr thing and the best thing i have ever done in my life! and i have no regrets on it. things got alot better.... since then, God showed me wut i needed to do about my feelings, i work alot harder at school with photography cuz i know i have a purpose and gift... my friends support me and lift me up, always when i need it most. And today God just reminded me.. "your right where u need to be" which made life so much easier....
....cause My family is starting a new biz, which i'm basically goin to run! so not only am i gonna have my own photography biz to run, but also my parents biz.... so we have alot to do... we have to go to colorado for a week leaving feb 20th, and have to be up and runnin by mid march! so that's just another huge thing i'll be adding to my plate. it's exciting cuz i'll make lots of money and have a biz and i can finally move out into my own place! so I'm hoping to be in my own place by the end of this year at the latest. so keep this all in prayer for me if u will.. thanks alot..
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