happening....

Its almost here, the end of summer. September is just around the corner. The days getting shorter and weeks gone within a blink. Before i know it, my best friend will be hundreds of miles away, and months of being away from my side. Its slowly sinking in, that she can only be with me on the other side of the telephone line....
Getting ready for the amazing things God has for our lives at this point of time tho. In my mind i have so many goal for this year. but no one believes in me, or gives me a chance... u would think my family would believe in me. sure in my dreams... but reality, no way. how can i prove it if i am never given the chance?
I'm just so sick of all the crap i get in this house.... but i can't ever express myself, becuz ppl don't listen in my house. cuz "i don't really know" and "u think u had a hard day" "do u know wut that means?" my whole fam is always "i have the worst of everything" throw me the pity party will ya! so forget it....
wonder why i act like i have no problems, act like i have nothing to do.. becuz i don't want to be stuck in that pity party state.
i'm tired of all the "it will happen"
not if we don't start it, and help things head in those directions!

"don't expect things to happen! go out and get them!"
I think i'm quoting someone? if not, i just made a good quote! lol